The ever complicated fantasies acted out!

[louisa69]

From when i wore fake women's lips from a christmas cracker to putting my mum's 5 inch red heels, something was not quite right. Later with my long hair, dressing up while my were outside, i'm sure i didn't clean the mascara properly, i'll never know. At the same time i would do my paper round with the skimpiest thong with be my valentine on it, almost hoping that when i bent down it would creep above my trouser line, another common thing would to be where this red corset done up so tight under my clothes in company. Years later i found a woman and tried to conmorm, but then her parents away and she left me in the house or should i say what became private boudoir. Then we moved away together, but she went on atudent holiday for ten days, and i hadthe bright idea of shaving completely to achieve even more feminity, i still remember that first outfit Tiny little thong, halter wonder bra, tight cardigan with leopard print trimmings, the tinest pair of hot pants you've ever seen, false nails and lashes, and then last of all the 4 inch on to my shiny thin pins. Well obviously the hair took ages to grow back, that and the long dress i tore, it didn't take einstein. All in all treated quite badly. Luckily in between i visited home and had to pick something up from her parents house, temptation knocked and hours of parading around like a right madam, then the door bell went, right now i'm in her mother's thong, bra and fishnet tights, a black mini dress, designer heels and a long leopard skin coat. It's her brother shouting through the letter box, no hiding because my car's outside, it went quiet, i thought i got away, the the front door opens, i hid in a cupboard knelt down praying, it opened. At first he went bezerk,hit me, then he started going on about his marriage having no spark e.t.c. Then strangely he said i was convinicng and enquired about why. Then fucking bribed me, pleasure me or i'll blab, nowi don;t fancy men but it does make you feel even more a woman if you're found attractive by men. The misson was to be better than any other woman before. Anyway i stole some clothes in the end shortly before becoming single. Ten years of dressing and fantasies getting more complex. Eventally i too the plunge and took hormones, the results were brilliant and my penis shrun so that you could never tell, but it wasn't enough, i requested gender reassignment. In this time i did something so bitchy, something straight out of dallas. I rang my ex mother in law as my wife wanting to return some money and apologise for me. What to wear, will she recognise even with my new blonde hair and not forgetting sex.